Hey guys It’s my first time writing a post here ( English isn’t my first language so sorry for any mistakes).

I’m a 22 m , medical student, i think I don’t have a real friends in real life , I always try to make friends but I can’t, i had 3 best friends for many years but last year we separated because I didn’t feel like a friend with them .

I always wanted to have female friends, and tried once , she was my crush, we was together for 3 years but after that she didn’t want to be my gf (because of different religions)

I don’t know why my life going so bad , every thing I want doesn’t happen, i want a car i can’t have one, i want a gf I can’t have one , i wanted to go to the US to work in a hospital there i got rejected .

Everything I want never happens.

I spend most of my time studying because there is no one to go with or talk to

I know I’m a bad writer, but just wanted a place to vent…