29 year old bi male here, been single around 5-6 years now, have no prob hookin up but when it’s done I just fall into this slump of depression. Just feelin like I have so much love to give and no one out there willing to receive it. Many times I find myself to much of a puss to act on impulse to ask guys out I find attractive out of fear I’ll be shunned because they are straight or whatever the case may be. I had a wonderful relationship with a guy 5-6 years ago we literally met on Tindr and he is a great guy we were together around 2 years but with distance and a few factors not worth getting into it didn’t make sense for us to be together, we still talk and are great friends. Lately I’m just dying for those feelings he made me feel while we were together. The goin out and holdin hands, dates, cuddling, being held… the little stuff I guess. It’s also my fault for not putting myself out there I guess, I go to no bars or clubs or anything of that sort, I work in a job where I’m surrounded by nothing but blue collar straight males all day and I just feel like if I don’t start going out I’ll never meet anyone, but I also feel like I might not be looking for the types of guys that go to gay clubs bars, etc,always mainly been into preppy, clean cut, and primarily straight acting guys, but I guess I won’t know until I try though? Any guidance recommendations or even guys around my age in NYC LI area that would want to hit a few bars on a weekends or something feel free to DM, idk if I even have the guts to really go alone and none of my straight friends seem remotely interested in joining me… 😞