I’ve been bulking and taking fitness more seriously the past few months, and the results are noticeable, physically and mentally. I’ve got with many attractive guys, and been hit on more frequently at bars and gay social events. That being said, the sex has been so frustrating lately. Before it didn’t take much for me to myself out, but now it takes forever, and even then many times it’s not even completely clean. I literally just left a hot hookup in shame because it got super messy all of the sudden. The guy was insanely hot and everything was going so well, then shit happened (pun intended). This definitely has messed with my confidence a lot to the point sex gives me anxiety now. I know I can eat less but cause my body is used to the amount of food I’ve been eating so if I eat less I’d be very hangry, first not eating enough gives me another anxiety of breaking the bulk and my progress.