i’m a lp1 and ik i’m supposed to ease into but i’m actually terrified to be alone and it’s that’s the case for being a lp1. me being a cancer and having many water placements i was def set up to struggle w my world being very emotional and not having an understanding and healthy environment and also being ND. i’m scared of if i will go through life not having connections and lack of emotional intimacy. and to add on my struggles i have 13/4 karmic debt and empty arrow of 456 “arrow of frustration/saturn” so lack of security and stability in order to gain that feels like trying to climb a mountain with no stairs. i feel like for me to really thrive is having friendships, community, family, and to be in an environment that feels like home. i feel being on healing journey, trauma has definitely made me regress a lot of times and so i genuinely don’t feel like my life path fits me. maybe a 2, 6, 7 or 9 sounds fitting to me