Yet another soldier turned to dust. I’ve been dealing with a porn addiction for the past 4 years, and I looked to this years NNN as an attempt to save myself. I stayed strong for the first 3 days, but then the urges and all those thoughts began to flood my mind, and all I could think about was nutting. It led me to watching porn once again. I didn’t nut, I just watched it to get that dopamine hit. Until right now, when I went to my basement will lube in hand, overwhelmed by the urges. I’m going to try to keep moving forward, but I feel so empty. It really is not worth it, at all. The urges are unavoidable, especially if you are anything like me and was addicted to porn, but you need to have that voice in your head to keep pushing you forward. Don’t give in like I did. I don’t know if I’ll ever escape. Good luck soldiers o7