And it feels bittersweet.

My ex-fwb/stag is in an open-relationship with another woman, and I have been seeing a very special and monogamous man. I am ambi-amorous and bi-curious, and I ventured into non-monogamy because of my curious nature and high libido. My new partner is less experienced than I am, but he is a giver and a pleaser, and is sooooo enthusiastic in bed. More importantly, this man is absolutely in love with ALL of me — My heart, mind, and soul, in addition to my body. He accepts my past, loves my present, and supports my future. This man has a hold on my heart.

My ex-fwb/stag has made several attempts to hook up with me again, and every time, I have refused. Lately, he messaged me out of the blue that he still thinks about me even though he has a gf. This was the man who would challenge me to try new things. We stoked lust in each other and commanded attention from others. He made me feel powerful and excited. This man has a hold on my ego.

I think about what I am giving up with my new man, but also what I could stand to gain by leaving the old one.

I am afraid, but each day I grow braver and more certain that I am grateful for what I learned from this community, but also ready to embrace the adventure of something different and new.

Maybe this is goodbye.

Peace, love, and sex to you all.

✌🏼 ❤️ 🙏🏽