I had my trust broken by my partner a few times. We went to therapy and now it’s been years since that trust was broken. There was a lot of hurt and processing for me to be in an open relationship for the first 5 years. And now that pain is mostly gone. But I am way less open minded. I no longer like threesomes, I am scared to try new things. My bf and I lead very different sexual lives where I’m more and more vanilla with a little bdsm. And he is more and more bdsm-kink driven. Are there other long term couples that have different sexual preferences? I feel weird that I am less sexually explorative now. I feel bad that I am not as kinky as I used to be. And my partner definitely wishes I was more open minded sexually. I just feel bad about how I am now. Can anyone relate?