I made a mistake... Will she trust me again?

I went out with someone. We both told each other that we are ENM. We established that we play/date separately from our partners . We had dinner. She suggested we get a hotel room. She brought condoms. I had condoms too. We used condoms. I performed oral sex on her... We had some fun between the sheets.. She found my laughter a bit irritating. She commented that my beard was scratchy. (OK. Noted) I also told her that I had a meeting the next morning... (I did not want to share too much information. ) then a few minutes later told her I needed to leave cause I get anxious around people and that I was meeting my partner the next morning. I left. I texted her and apologized for leaving early a few later. She did tell me that my habit of flushing condoms down the toilet after I was done with them seemed a paranoid. She apologized for being a bit a a B1%$# when she got woken up... We parted ways.

I told my partner that I wanted to wait a few months until I get tested again until we have unprotected sex cause I performed oral on another woman. She agreed.

I am not perfect. But this was a learning experience for me...

Will she trust me again ?

M29 34F - I made a mistake... Will she trust me again?

I went out with someone. We both told each other that we are ENM. We established that we play/date separately from our partners . We had dinner. She suggested we get a hotel room. She brought condoms. I had condoms too. We used condoms. I performed oral sex on her... We had some fun between the sheets.. She found my laughter a bit irritating. She commented that my beard was scratchy. (OK. Noted) I also told her that I had a meeting the next morning... (I did not want to share too much information. ) then a few minutes later told her I needed to leave cause I get anxious around people and that I was meeting my partner the next morning. I left. I texted her and apologized for leaving early a few later. She did tell me that my habit of flushing condoms down the toilet after I was done with them seemed a paranoid. She apologized for being a bit a a B1%$# when she got woken up... We parted ways.

I told my partner that I wanted to wait a few months until I get tested again until we have unprotected sex cause I performed oral on another woman. She agreed.

I am not perfect. But this was a learning experience for me...

Will she trust me again ?