My fiance (19m) and i (19f) recently decided we wanted to start bringing other people into the bedroom. I was the one who offered because based on conversations in the past I knew my partner would be interested and I was unsatisfied with our sex life so I thought it would be good for us. My fiance and their best friend tag teamed me a few times and i enjoyed that, but recently we had a fourway with another couple. Although I enjoyed it seeing my partner be pleasured by someone else makes me wanna throw up. We've been talking about it and I asked what if we stopped and they told me that they would be depressed again if we stopped. Which makes me feel like im not enough even more. So now we are talking about me having my own emotional and sexual partner so they can go do what they need with the other couple but I feel like that would just feel like cheating. I still really love them but i feel so stuck. I feel like I have no options.