So,

It has happened. We have opened. Dont really care at this time to talk about how we got there.

I had my first time tonight solo. I will say it was fun. Not something I need every week.

It made me see how much I love my husband. And sex with him is so much different than just for pleasure. I'll figure the rest out as time goes but im happy it could feel positive. I wasn't sure how I'd feel.

We opted for not telling each other when we are going but to just do it and come home. Don't get into deep conversations.

And yeah im fine with it. I dont know when the next time I will want to. I feel the itch is scratched right now and I'll wait for my husband for sex at some point this week when he feels better as he's been sick.