Dear community,

my gf and I are in an open relationship, so she can do whatever she wants and she has been - with and without me - For the past week, she has been on vacation without me to visit a friend in Argentina, but she had assured me that it was nothing sexual, just good friends and for the first week of her stay nothing seemed to suggest otherwise, but today she texted me that they had been intimate last night and that they might do it again in the remaining days and if I was ok with that. It was a big turnon thinking about what they must have done and how she enjoyed his body and touch and how he had made her feel good, but at the same time it makes me very nervous because she hasn't been writing much all day and of course I'm thinking that's because they are doing it so much which is hot to think about but also a bit unnerving. I realize that's part of the deal and I have to overcome the insecurity but it's definitely mixed in there with the excitement, even though I don't want it.