Me and my Boyfriend of 9 months had our first open experience with someone yesterday. I got a hard on but my boyfriend (bottom) did not. I got sucked on while my boyfriend ate the guys ass. We would switch around and finally I came in my boyfriends mouth while eating the other guys ass. After thee experience my boyfriend said he felt lesser than me and I was confused because this was his idea and I just want him to be happy. I feel like he's been trying to open up our relationship for a while with us doing acts together. I want him to be as happy as he can be and even though he has issues getting it up sometimes I want to find ways for him to be happy as well. I am currently trying to be more accepting with him bottoming for others because maybe then he won't feel lesser? I just want to marry him one day and I know he is the one for me. I really need advice if anyone has it on how to get my boyfriend to feel equal to me during sexual acts. And any advice for me on how to not let jealousy control my mind. He told me that he wants to marry me and that I come first before anyone yet I still get super jealous with even the thought of him bottoming