My fiancée recently mentioned she'd like me to watch her have sex with another woman. A while back someone told me a litmus test for non-monogamy is: can you imaging your SO having the best sex of her life in front of you and not get jealous.

The answer is yes but only because I feel complete indifference. If she was getting stronger orgasms or enjoying it more than she does with me I'd be scrambling to get a pen and paper and ask the woman to walk me through what she's doing in detail.

This lines up with when she asked me to go with a strip club with her and I watched her get a lap dance and was, quite frankly, bored.

I don't know what it means that I don't feel any emotions associated with this.