Our beginning into enm has always been about her and her need for attention and different kinds of love, with the added benefit of I think it’s hot af.

Short amount of time (few months) into non monogamy and I find myself not dealing with jealousy or anxiety sexually but socially.

Her meeting with people around 2 times a week and the daily texting with her partners and I wish I had that kind of connection, this jealousy has driven me to “try to grab” her attention more than I had previous to enm and I don’t think my doing that is fair to her other relationships.

It’s hard to imagine myself wanting to explore other relationships as well.

It’s time to talk to my wife about myself trying to meet others a bit more seriously.

This is more of a request for support thread as I know what I need to do, just scared of the answer lol.