I (18m) have a girlfriend (19f) and we have been together for about 15 months. I truly love her to death and feel she may be the girl I will marry. I’ve been in various long term relationships as I am her first and ever the last few months monogamy has become a problem for me. I would never cheat on her because I know it would break her heart, but I am very young and would like to have the ability to truly freely connect with people of all kinds in all kinds of ways. In a straight monogamous relationship there is a lot of stigma preventing male-female relationships which I really am getting sick of. No, I don’t want to fuck every woman that walks. Honestly I barely have any desire to fuck anybody other than my current partner, but as a young man with a lot of curiousity and wonder I want to have the freedom to explore where I would be happy. I believe it is truly only fair to spring this idea on my partner if it went both ways but she is much more reserved than I. I don’t believe she will have any desire to entertain any sort of new relationship with any men and I feel that because of that, this only benefits me and I am a piece of shit for considering having this conversation with her. I have been told my whole life never to settle young and my family believes I should explore my options and I love my girlfriend to death. I don’t see other women as options I see them as people I would like to possibly share raw connections to while still having my favorite person in the world to go home to. Pls help❤️.