i (25f) and my partner (25m) have been together 4 years. i'm bisexual and he's always known and it's never been an issue. he is my life partner, my priority and my soulmate and i don't think i'd find a connection like the one we have if i searched forever. he's supportive, understanding and incredible as a person. i recently met someone (non man) who made me feel genuinely anxious and scared because i am significantly attracted to them and i found it terrifying. i've got OCD and i couldn't tell if it was that or legitimate, but i spoke to my partner about it and said that i only really have interest in non-men (which is true) outside of our relationship and he said he's comfortable with me sleeping with non-men. basically, im just terrified. we don't know if this is the right move because neither of us have tried it before, and he doesn't seem interested in pursuing anyone outside of our relationship. i also don't think i want a relationship outside of ours, but im scared that will change. i'm basically just very, very scared of fucking up my relationship or losing him over this, but am equally as scared at the idea of suppressing it. the guilt is eating me alive.