My wife has given me a hallpass. I gave her one, so I think she's doing it in return to feel less guilty. However that may not be the reason. I would however like to at least explore said "hallpass." I'd like a chat friend, maybe some flirtatious messages, spicy 🌶 pictures. I don't think I want full intercourse, maybe a Bj, or a little physical touch play. I've set myself up on one of date/meet up sites. But I don't think anybody will respond. Because I'm 44yr partially disabled (have only one lung 🫁, slight heart issues and periodically on oxygen. And if you are wondering yes I can still get a hard on, but I still have the pills 💊 just in case.