Hi, Im little confused about cuckold lifestyle. I get turned on by cuckold porn and femdom porn. I want to try it but im afraid that by doing so I will loose my respect as a men with my gf. in terms of the dynamics of the relationship. I want to be humiliated and be a cuck only during sex not in our daily life hence why im confused on how it would affect our relationship dynamic.

I see people saying that cuckold is a lifestyle and she will be in control all time. Which is not what I want, just during sex play is okay. I talk to her about me getting turned on by cuckold and femdom part but haven't gone into details yet. She seem skeptic about it, also she's not a dominant person so don't know how that will go.

Is are there cuckold who act during sex only? thoughts maybe?