Me (M26) and my fiancée (F23) have been in an open relationship for about 2 years now.

In that time I have been with two partners that weren't my fiancée, they were not really attractive to me and I still feel like it was more an act of desperation than anything.

Before I met my fiancée I had a lot of trouble with women in general, never getting matches on dating apps, feeling invisible and unwanted by everyone, things like that.

Now these feelings from before I met her are coming back little by little, and making me sad at times.

She has had some more partners, and I'm nothing but happy for her, I'm not jealous or insecure about the things she does with others at all.

Will it get better? I feel like closing the relationship for this sole reason would be very unfair to my fiancée, as it's working fine for her.