So my fiance and I are talking and considering opening up our relationship a tiny bit. For medical reasons I can't no longer provide him with sex at all. So I want him to be able to find someone who he can have sex with.

I on the other hand want an online romantic/emotional relationship with a woman. Yes just another woman.

However that being said we are both main to each other and most important to each other. Should he fall in love with this other woman he's straight I'm bi. He will still be committing to help me pay half the rent even if somewhere else that we live now and help with my cats expenses. I live out of a social security. I'm completely disabled. I recently had my whole right lung completely closed. By the way before all this I used to live with one functining lung because I was born premature.

So with that said I have had in the past met women online and we sort of had kinda strickly online relationship only. Is not impossible I promise. Ranging from bi women, Pan and even lesbians. Also even someone who's straight but has feelings for me alone. I say has feelings because we still are in each other's lives and we pretty much do still have feelings for each other.

My fiance has always known about these online stuff I'm very open and honest with him. That's why we are talking about concentual non monogamy. Basically an open marriage even if we are not exactly married because we can't be.

I hope I'm finally in the right place and no one is unkind but at the very least informative. Thank you for reading and your time. I wish you all a wonderful 2024!