I (25F) have been with my husband (27M) nearly 5 years. Idk where to begin. Our marriage has been struggling for the last 2 years. I had been really unhappy. Along with that I haven't had much of a sex drive the last 3.5 years. Eventually I got to a point of hating my husband and feeling trapped in our marriage. So I turned to discord and began talking to other men on there. He caught me eventually. Sadly that's what it took to make him realize just how unhappy I was. So we talked things out and started working on fixing things. We did I do love him I don't want to spend my life with anyone but him. However after about 2 months I was still missing talking to other men so I gave in. I've been really horny and ravaging my husband most days once he's home from work. We been having some of the best sex we've ever had. But now I don't hate my husband so now I feel guilty, I came clean about it and if course he wanted to stop. But now my sex drive is gone too. I don't even really need to fuck over guys but u line the sexting it gets me worked up. Idk what's wrong with me? Teasing and turning on other men just turns me on so much more.