So I (21 F) and my partner (21 M) opened our relationship a few months ago, it’s been honestly to say the least stressful and awful. I feel like I only went in this to make him happy, I love him beyond belief but I’m starting to doubt my ability to do this. He keeps saying on thing and doing the next, for example he said he wouldn’t use one picture for his profile for me, and he lied and did it anyways, it’s not just that but it’s with a lot of other things in the same way (says on thing and does another), I feel like I can’t trust him anymore. Another thing I’ve been having difficulty with is leaving the house, I’ve come to find out through my therapist and dr that I have mild agoraphobia and I also have a lot of insecurities (body dismorphia being the main). I don’t want to lose him but I can’t keep being constantly stressed out, I feel like I want to talk to him about closing it but I also know he needs this Any advice or help is really appreciated, it might suck but I still want to try to do this for him and us.