It went FANTASTICALLY well!!!

I know I had to go through the emotions, and I may go through them slightly again, but I kinda feel silly because I legit had nothing to worry about.

I'm okay with that. 😋 He came home and tackled me in a hug, told me he missed me, and then I made him spill all the details, with consent. Y'all, it was hard for me to keep my questions back during their check ins with the date, I had A LOT. 😋🤣😋🤣👀👀👀 It was SO much fun to hear about, and that was WEIRD AS FUCK. Then she came over for coffee this morning.

That was a mind fuck for hubs. To see the two women he had great sex with conversing and giggling over cups of coffee. But he loved every minute, and so did I.

I still get goosebumps when thinking about it. 🥰

Now...now I have to prepare for my date.

Fuck... 🤣🤣🤣🤣

I haven't dated anyone since I was 18 years old, nonetheless slept with anyone.

I mean I'm excited, and I make my husband hella happy, but....i'm also nervous, but in a good way?

I feel like I do nitpick him though sometimes. Never to him but in my head. I think it's just me making excuses to back out because well...it's....it's another man. Men and my attraction to them is a weird subject for me still. 3 months ago I was a desperately closeted lesbian held back by a good man, and now...I have a date on Saturday.

My husband is doing very well with that. He's finding some feelings of his own with it, they're not NEARLY to the degree of mine, not even close, but he didn't expect to feel anything so that has been interesting for us to see and work through together.

Y'all are really awesome, some of y'all are weird in my comments and presumptious but that's okay too. Such is the way of the interwebs 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 I hope this update gives y'all new couples hope. It can be done. Even if it takes a while. For us, we have been trying to make ENM work for several years before this moment. Now we're in total unchartered territory.

We are officially a non monogamous couple. I dig that. 🥰🥰🥰