I've been with zero people in the last year apart from my partner. I always use condoms outside of my primary relationship but knowing that even sex with a barrier holds a risk of STDs has me feeling frozen and unwilling to engage in casual sex at all. Most of this is due to the fact that getting an STD will exacerbate my MS, possibly even push me into relapse, and worst case scenario, become a whole another ordeal altogether. I simply do not want to be put through that. Add to it the stress that comes with explaining disability to potential partners, expect them to understand, and feel dejected when some don't - I'm just exhausted.

My partner has been kinda active, not as much as he used to be though. Gives me immense FOMO.

Does anyone have any advice?