I just feel like I'm being played here a little.

We opened because he cheated. I've always been of the poly mind, I was hurt and still am regarding the cheating. But here we are now in a open relationship. I caught him sexting another woman and the things he said to her - he has never said to me even when we were having sex and it's very much the same things I'm into and he knows that.

I just feel like I'm not worthy to him or he just finds my body disgusting. Says he loves me and is attracted to me - but I don't understand.

I am perfectly okay with having a emotional relationship with him and sexual with others, but he just won't be straight up with me.