Sorry in advance. I just need to vent and I don't have an outlet IRL.

A few weeks ago, my wife invited her girlfriend over. This has become a normal thing because I was bed ridden after surgery and then house bound for a few weeks. During one of my metas visits she had sex in the house with our younger kids awake. I was furious. But we hadn't discussed it as a rule so I hadn't held it against her. I thought it would have been common since, but that's my fault for assuming. This past Saturday, she had brunch with some friends and my meta. She gets drunk. When she came home, she tried to have sex with both of us; again in the middle of the day, again with the kids awake. We both refuse and she falls asleep.

Fast forward to now. My wife invites meta over. My wife is making dinner and I'm playing video games with ear buds in and after about 10 minutes, I notice I don't see my wife cooking anymore. I see the kids have been sent down stairs and are all watching TV. I go upstairs and see our door is shut and I hear moaning (my wife isn't good at staying quiet and there's a 1" gap between the door and the carpet so sound comes straight right out our room especially since our room is directly at the top of the stairs). I instantly become enraged. I go back down stairs and go outside to smoke because I'm about to start breaking shït.

After about 5 min she comes outside and goes "There you are!" acting all chipper. I don't fùck around. I immediately asked, "Were you having sex?" "No" "What were you doing, then?" "Snuggling."

She just went back inside. I'm literally shaking right now. My hands are shaking. I don't believe her. I am so fücking furious.