I bear this heavy load. I feel that "the algorithms" hype my sexuality. "Sex sells" and we are the product.

For example, Reddit pushes hotwife content on my feed all the time. I don't click anymore. I'm hiding on this sub, trying to release some emotions...

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A threesome feels like a dream. I become a pornstar for one night. It's surreal. Makes vanilla sex bland.

I've only had a handful though cause it's too risky and time consuming. You don't know a lot of stuff. You expose yourself to scam or scandal. And you grow more cautious with time...

Alas! I haven't found a good match since the pandemic...

I'm permanently aroused. I'm confident that some couple out there would enjoy me. But we cannot match. It's not them, it's not me, it's fate who's fooling us all.

When I find a couple they are either too weird (like organ trafficker vibe ), too picky, too extreme ("breeding kink"), or they flake at the last minute (I forgive you n00bs), or they judge me on something dumb ("you sound too pretentious").

Maybe I want to retire for a while and spend time on a hobby. Threesomes don't add much value to life unless you make new friends...

Who else feels similar?