I (35m) just got back from the most amazing meet up I think I have ever had. I have a special little mantra I say to myself when I come across a profile on Feeld of someone I really want to connect with (no I am not telling what it is!). I don't say it often, but I said it when I came across this person's profile and thought nothing of it. Lo and behold a few hours later we were casually chatting. We were so instantly sexually compatible it was scary. I think I sexually fell in love with someone over the course of 3 hours (Is there a term for this? NRE doesn't quite feel right).

The crazy thing is I'll probably never see her again. She is in town for a conference and we matched this past Friday. Decided we would chat over the weekend and if it felt right I would drive the hour to spend some time with her in her Airbnb and now she leaves Thursday. I have never had someone just do everything I like almost automatically. She was enthusiastic, caring, and checked in with me and I did the same with her. It was all so effortless and natural. Needless to say I am crashing super hard now and getting super sad. I feel like I just went through an entire relationship in less time than it takes to watch a Lord of the Rings Movie.

The highs are high and the lows are low with non-monogamy, but I am loving the experiences all the same.