I wrote a post about 8 months ago talking about how I was struggling to let go of someone I truly loved with every part of me and I thought it would be appropriate to post and update.

When I made that post, I had decided to literally cut them out of my life in every way. It was horrific. But since then, I've only felt better and better.

I barely ever think of her, and when I do it's usually a sigh at best. But the reason I am posting now is because I logged into my playstation the other day to find a message from her. It said "hey"

I chuckled, deleted it and carried on with Apex Legends. I don't care what she has to say. "Just wanted to check up on you" or "I want to be with you" and everything in between mean nothing to me.

I guess what I am trying to say is, your brain is trying to kill you but it's also trying to heal you. Give yourself the space to heal and don't pollute it with them in anyway.

Love you all, stay strong