So during these 6 months, I have been really working on myself. I have become more confident, met other men, went out on dates, and tried to move on.

Then, a few days ago, I saw a recent picture of him online, and the adrenaline rush returned. I've been in a depressive episode ever since.

I shouldn't feel like this. I should be that confident bitch I've been since the breakup. HE dumped ME. So why do I feel this way?

I want nothing more than to get back together. I want to talk to him about all my adventures or just get the chance to love him again. It rips me apart that I can't do this.

What do I do? Should I even tantalize the thought of reaching out?