This is going someone and because I know someone’s going to say it yes I am depressed. That’s COMPLETELY unrelated to me being a nihilist I do belong here nihilism isn’t the reason for me being depressed. I don’t matter. I’m the last thing I care about and I treat myself that way. In the grand scheme of things everything else is more important than me. I have sympathy and I care to see things be better in a subjective way that most people can agree with. I am 1 person what is 1 person compared to 8 billion people?

Compared to the universe. I can easily say none of us matter to the scale of the whole universe. Comparing us to the universe is pretty difficult and we may actually be 1 of the most important things in the universe it seems there’s very little to almost no life except us. A quiet silent universe with nothing to experience it I guess that is true nihilism? Subjectivity wouldn’t exist without life forms.

I’m not comparing myself to the whole universe as that’s ultimately pointless I’m so small so insignificant that it’s insanity to make that comparison. In comparison to earth and 8 billion people I don’t matter. With everything going on in the world how dare I think of myself first? “You can’t help other people without putting your mask on first” Sure I save myself only so I can help others I don’t do it for me. I am the last person I think about and for whatever reason that seems to be unacceptable by society.