I don’t know how to spend my time. All my friends are busy doing stuff with their family at school or at work I just stay at home on my computer. Coding I enjoy it but I can’t do it everyday. I ride my bike but it’s just way to hot outside.

I need a better computer I need extra storage. I like being by myself enjoy my company more than I enjoy others but I cannot sit and do nothing all day I don’t know what to do. Everytime I ask if someone’s free they either don’t text back or they’re busy!

I have nothing I can’t do anything that I would want to do. I can’t choose how I spend my time or control how I spend my time.

MONEY does that capitalism does that friends do that consumers vehicles locations trends attractions chemicals in the brain god or whatever we think we’re in control but we’re not it’s fake it’s an illusion. We have nothing not freedom not choice are thoughts come out of NOWHERE and decide the rest of our day.

There’s no free will. There never was. Oh we can control the chemicals in our brain and make them go up or down! Can we do that at will? Or do we have to exercise and do physical activity? By choosing to do nothing we’re choosing to be depressed what if we want to do nothing and be happy? That’s not a “choice” we have is it?