Just to say, I have always called my mom "mama". I'm 19. Another thing is, no joke, every time I dream it seems to be a nightmare. I truly don't remember the last time I had a "happy" dream.

I don't know if that's something to be worried about, but anyway. Moving on.

For some background info, I'm a mama's girl. I love my mom so much, more than I could ever put into words.

However, I woke up this morning remember a nightmare where she was dying. I first heard the news from my older sister, and then I remember going to see my mom.

The most memorable part though, was when I hugged her. After learning what was killing her (it was ebola for some reason), I hugged her. I held on for dear life, and started crying. I cried things like, "Mama, please don't go. I can't go through life without you." And other things like, "I love you."

I don't know if this has any meaning, but this dream wasn't pleasant. I have my theories on the meaning of this dream. I just hope it's anything except "your mom is going to die".

I mean, I know she is. One day. But, I pray it's no time soon.