So I (18F) am autistic, about to be assessed for ADHD and I have FND I just finished school and I'm on my second week of college. I'm already burnt out and exhausted. For first week I tried so hard to meet all the new people and I have managed to get a friend group really quickly luckily, but I am exhausted from it all. I also have to get up so so early because otherwise I will be late and I was still late today even though I got up early. I can't focus at all on my lectures to the point I panicked and froze and now I have no notes from my 3 hour lesson. I also had an appointment today so had to miss my other 2 lessons and now I have a full day of lessons to catch up on before tommorow but I can't move. I even left earlier than I was supposed to because the anxiety was causing my FND symptoms to flare up. I was so scared about having a seizure in front of my class I started panic talking to my friend and I got told off for talking during lecture and I feel really guilty wasnt fully aware of what I was doing at the time and I know its distracting to do that. I also forgot to fill out the forms to access SFL until last minute which means I am out if support for 2 weeks. I was only able to do 2 highers instead of 4 at school so I am overwhelmed from the work and I really need to pass this year.