i’ve always been bullied. i’ve been called too shy. too kind. somehow also, too bitchy. too rude: too opinionated and, it seems like there’s nothing that i can do that makes me get along with anyone. i like to rant on my stories a lot maybe that’s why. i’m open with my emotions. my other ocd friend also does it. and, i said how hard it was to avoid not support israel because, practically all supermarkets and shops (within my proximity) are owned by israel supporters. i can’t even drink coffee. and, my irl friend sent me a long paragraph calling me insensitive. so, i replied explaining to her that i was apologetic for being insensitive but, it was out of my tax bracket to buy really expensive food etc. ): they’re all far from me. and, yeah. idk. i don’t have any friends either. idk how to change myself. maybe i’m too emotional.