I just discovered that your suppose to turn your blinds the opposite way to prevent from anyone seeing in. I made a post on r/apartmentliving but felt judge and misunderstood. I didn’t intentionally know this at all. I kept feeling like I was being watched and did a Google search. I honestly feel very humiliated masturbation is a very very touchy subject for me. I come from a background we’re it’s seen as shameful and it is looked down upon if you part take. So this is hitting very vulnerable points for me for my neighbors to just talk about it and laugh about it when I’m on 10 feet away from them. I try to play it off like I don’t know there not laughing about me but man….this really hurts. You know the feeling when you know someone is talking about you but when you come around they all get quiet?😥