30[M4F] Indiana Break from the monotony of neglectful marriage

When I was younger there was a trailer for a show where a woman said "I've been responsible for every orgasm I've ever had." I assume the line was played for laughs. I'm going on 4 months of zero sexual contact with my wife. It's not funny. I'm building serious resentment about it. I'm seeking someone to fulfill the needs that I have. She doesn't care about the things I do unless she can complain about them. She has actively rejected all advances for the past few months. I even caught of look of genuine disdain when picked her up and put her on the counter over Christmas break.

It's just as the name of this sub suggests. If my wife isn't interested in me anymore, maybe one of you are. Stay tuned to hear me complain some more.

I'm still young-ish, only 30, and my physical condition is only improving as time goes on. I'm 5'11". It's close enough to lie and say 6', but what's the point of that? I've got a strong build. A few extra pounds I'm working off that's down from being actually chunky. Hair and eyes both brown. I'm clever and love puzzles, movies, games, and wordplay. I want to use my body while I still don't need things like pills and supplements. Is that too much to ask?

I am a very sexual person. We used to argue and she'd say I only want he'd for sex. Now that we're kids, a house, and cars all falling square on my shoulders to support-- I'm starting to think she only wanted me to set that in motion so I could become the house's coffers. It's infuriating, but it is what it is. This is to say that I can't afford to lose what I've got, so I'm not looking to change anybody's status.

I give the majority of my off time to my kids. This doesn't mean I won't message throughout the day, but it will be far more restricted when I'm out of the office. I get if that's a deal breaker, but thems are the breaks. I'll save you from reading any more here. Hope to hear from you