Are you from the UK and around my age or older?

Essentially, what im looking for, is a connection, a deep connection, one that gives you the excitement of waking up early (you must know that feeling, it's almost a excitable feeling), just so you can leave a message for when they wake up, and that feeling magnifies when they respond, knowing you get to chat throughout the day and evening with your person, stealing moments together when time allows, feels like the world has stopped for the both of you.

What i am looking for though, should be easy, but it's so excruciatingly difficult, everyone is different and brings something different to the table, which in itself is quite exciting, nothing better than getting to know each someone, peeling the layers beneath their exterior, and realising that you both are very similar, seeking very similar things, just to be noticed and that you actually matter to someone who is attracted to you, i really cant think of a better feeling.

But obviously, we have this at home, with our other half, the difference is though, everyday life, the chores, the responsibilities, the repetitiveness of daily life, squashes that desire.

Finding someone here though, who knows exactly how you feel, where you can build a safe place you can express yourselves, talk about anything and everything while you slowly let your gard down, showing vulnerabilities that you wouldn't normally share, is such an incredible experience to behold.

But maybe I've already had my time here and im meant to just focus on real life, because finding someone has been excruciatingly difficult lately, but then again, maybe you're reading this, wondering what im like to have in your life..

I'm at the stage in my life where i want something just purely for me, my own slice of happiness. My marriage is ok, sometimes it's pretty good, sometimes not so good, i suppose that's life for you, but now that our kids are more like adults, i have more free time on my hands, which got me thinking, to actually find someone to invest good quality time with, to become each other's secret person, would be quite something, don't you think?

I'm quietly confident and fairly intelligent, easy to get along with, inquisitive, down to earth and fairly laid back. I consider myself to be a gentleman, polite, courteous and emotionally available. I'm average height, high metabolism, considered attractive, been told i have nice kind eyes and a warm smile.