Here we go One more time Everybody's feeling fine Here we go now

Not my first time here. Maybe it is yours, and maybe it isn't. But I am looking up at the moon this morning, rising over the clear sky, and I'm thinking about the things missing in my life. How they might be fulfilled.

Are you ready for stream of consciousness thoughts? Here we go

Do you know that expression "I'm not trying to change your situation or mine?". I dislike that expression. Our situations should be changed. We should get that fulfillment, and feel the missing pieces being filled, replaced, restored.

Do you want to catch feelings? I don't mind that at all. I've done so in the past, and have absolutely no problem being affectionate with a paramour. Want to do without? That's okay, too.

Why now? Because I'm getting older, the grays are coming, and I am realizing that unfulfilled sexual desires with my long-term, non-cohabiting partner aren't helping my mental and emotional state. I refuse to stand by idlely.

Want to be lovebombed or bread crumbed? Or referred to as a "female"? You're in the wrong spot. I go deep into things, and it's not to objectify. It's to find an awesome partner, treat her well, and make her continuously feel seen and desired and cared for.

To what depths? That depends. It could be enough to fill space in-between intense sexual rounds. It could be conversations throughout the day, with voice notes and intoxicating flirtation. Or something else entirely that we define together.

Isn't that the theme (and the dream)? Being equals in a fulfilling relationship? Being wanted, desired, and not lied to? Knowing that there is someone who always has your back, even separated by other relationships?

I am often loathe to share details for OPSEC reasons, and to share sexual details because EW who cares, but I understand that there are some who look for these things. If you don't want to be bombarded, stop here.

We will start chatting here and building trust, but we will move to a snapchat or telegram once we establish interest and can both voice or video verify.

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Early 40s. Not as fit as I was in my twenties, but still together and still able to look damn good. Can discuss politics, books, and current events easily. Introspective and logically incisive. A wide variety of sexual tastes, on the larger side of endowment, and enchanted with strong, independent ladies who bring their vibrators on dates to be paired with my tongue, fingers, and dick. Has a gym membership and a library card, and both get lots of use. Emotional intelligence is a big turn on, as is confidence. Open to all manner of body types, ages, and backgrounds, as long as you aren't bigoted. Connection means more, and I doubt that you'll be the youngest, oldest, slimmest, or largest woman that I've had a relationship with.