Been seeking more spiritual wokeness lately. I have always been a positive spirited chap, the classic "if life gives you lemons -make lemonade" fanatic. Life has handed me some extra bitter lemons no doubt, some of my own doing and resultant consequences being bouts of depression and self sabotage - but still I held strong.

In my quest for a higher enlightenment away from contemporary religion dogma I have learnt that we are beings who can create. We create through visualizing/imagining/dreaming/tripping(induced). And that its by holding stubbornly onto these creations of ours that the Universe gifts unto us that which we have created. Emphasis is however put on living in the present through appreciation of the good in our current situations through the simple practise of Gratitude i.e. being Thankful for being alive, finding humour in things, food, water, other people in our lives etc.

So far I have visualised myself in situations of growth, progress, intentionality and everything nice. Its like a mind trick to align yourself through conscious routine and sijui niseme aje.. opportunities have presented themselves.

Next I want to work on my relationship with money. I have discovered I carry heavy money trauma from my childhood.. most I was socialized into by my folks and others learnt. I will keep you posted...

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