I feel like looking through my post history makes it seem like maybe I’m a bit crazy. But I posted 2 days ago how I reached out to my recent ex and it only made me feel worse.

Well, we talked again last night and it was the best talk I think we’ve ever had. She apologized for her reaction, we talked at length about why she felt uncomfortable telling me she went on hormones and honestly I haven’t woken up feeling this good in a while.

I made it clear that I ended things a couple weeks back not because of her being trans, but because I felt she wasn’t including me in her process. But I acknowledged there were things I also could’ve done to show her I wanted to be included. She looked so happy and radiant too.

Unfortunately my dad had a complete transphobic filled meltdown when I said I wanted to head back to our shared apartment. But even his psycho rant can’t bring me down today!