Warning: Massively NSFW/18 /only read if you don't mind reading explicit content about strangers' sex lives

Hi. I've posted here before about the changes to my sex life with my partner of 12 years after she came out as an MtF lesbian 2 years ago. We're both are now 33.

It's been pretty great from the beginning and got even hotter when she came out, which was a lovely bonus. I myself have always identified as bisexual- ever since like 6th grade, when I immediately recognized my experience when I heard about it. So it came as no surprise to me that I really enjoyed her newfound femininity and was totally cool with her transitioning.

2 years later, I'm still absorbing it, but for other reasons. Turns out I really enjoy her as well as the person I knew before. When we have sex, I orgasm nonstop, which CERTAINLY was not the case when I thought she was a man.

We have sex all the time now. Constantly. Some weeks it's basically all we do after work and on the weekends. Again, never happened when I thought she was a guy.

I'm literally obsessed with her. Thoughts of her play like mind movies in my head all day. She's so extraordinarily sexy now. She was before too but... she never had quite this affect on me.

I get choked up thinking about her, and the red lingerie she wears, and how smoothly and easily she seduces me with her feminine charms. She's so good. I could never think of her as anything BUT a woman now. I'm completely obsessed.

Seems to me I may not be, may never have been, the 3-on-the-Kinsey-scale pansexual I used to proudly say I was. It's an interesting development since I only ever seriously dated men and mostly slept with men prior to recently (not by choice). Like I might actually be a lesbian. I think that I've realized that while I think guys are just as attractive as girls, and I REALLY love the D, the actual act of sleeping with/being with a guy never worked for me as well as being with my partner as she is now. So I'm at least, decidedly it seems, more sapphic than I originally thought.

My partner is also having a great time. She loves how much I enjoy her feminity, clothes, sexuality, etc. She's so much more open sexually than she ever has been. It was years of slow progress, but now she's my kinky, insatiable dream lover. We've been going insane lately making love for hours at a time. Strangely enough, we do way more PIV than we used to, because it makes me cum in seconds. It never used to. Therefore, she loves giving it to me all the time.

It's really good. I frankly don't care if it's problematic. She's the love of my life and we're making the most of a difficult situation. And it's amazing.