Ever since I started my sexual awakening, I always knew I was going to want to do a gang bang but just didn’t know if or when that was gonna happen. I think I am physically and emotionally ready to do one! I have even built upon my original fantasy to the things I learned I like. Here’s my new dream:

A man that I have been regularly sleeping with for a few months will organize it for me. He’ll gather a group of his friends (it’s important to me that he knows them all personally. Firstly for safety & secondly for pervy reasons lol),no more than 5 men excluding him. I don’t want to know anything about these men, you’ll see why later. I only want to know when it’ll be happening.

This is where there are options:

1. My main partner instructs me to strip down to a bra and panties for a sensual massage. He’ll blindfold me & have me lay on my stomach. He’ll start massaging me and slowly more hands will join & eventually someone will prop my head up and have me suck them off. Eventually I’ll get moved to a bed or into a better position and I’ll start fucking them. When it’s over all the men will leave and I’ll never know who they are.

2. My main partner will tell me to dress up in something sexy for the event. He’d have them all ready at the location & ready for me before I arrive. When I get there, he’ll blind fold me, put my stuff down and place me in the center of everyone. They’ll grope me, take or tear my clothes off, eventually laying me down or on all 4s and start fucking me. Again leaving before I take my blindfold off.

I want to be blindfolded for a few reasons. 1) makes this super anonymous & it gives me some excitement to be used by men I don’t know & wont be able to identify. 2) since they’re men that are close to my regular partner, it’s kind of scary that his friends will know what kind of dirty whore I can be and I’ll have no idea when I meet them again.

I want to be clear this is NOT a CNC scene. This is more of an anonymous gang bang if that makes sense.

I’m excited for but not rushing this experience. Realistically I don’t think it’ll happen until like January at the earliest, but knowing I’m ready for it is super exciting. But while we wait I have a lot to update y’all on in the next few days :)