My apologies if my life sounds miserable but here I go. I’m a 25M who is struggling with addiction to weed, tobacco and alcohol. I’m broke and live with my parents. I have a abusive relationship with my step mom and my father endorses this. I’m lonely most of the time and my withdrawals are killing me(7days clean as of now). I’ve been rejected by my crush and have only one good friend. The fight within me is still there. I workout everyday to keep my mind and body in shape and work a 8hrs shift to keep my life going forward. My question is if sobriety is worth it ? I’m doing doing everything from my end to make it better like eat healthy, meditate, anger management, playing basketball, video games, basketball as well. So the BIG question is does life really get better ? Would really appreciate answers from those who’ve been there and done that and also from people who have insight into these situations. I’m planning to runaway and live my life on my terms or just end it by committing suicide hoping my father realises this and at least works to improve the life of my siblings. Or maybe is should just travel to Canada for my studies? Does life really get better or am I in false hope ? Maybe some people are just meant to suffer ?