I'm heartbroken right now and I've been spending an awful lot of time in the gym. I'm in my cutting phase right now so its worse than having your heart broken during a bulking phase when you're full of energy.

I was at the gym at 5 am, doing my daily dose of cardio and listening to Stil make Cheyenne. I felt like I could do a few ab workouts, few accessory movements and end the day but then i thought of her. You know what I'd have done.

Deadlift PR

I started slapping weights on the bar, getting myself pumped up. All of a sudden these 2 dudes scoot towards me and take a seat right by my side- the locker room.

By the time I hit 275 for reps, this dude is eye fucking me. My gym owner captured it without my knowledge and posted it in the official gym instagram page.

Then I wrapped up my session, unloaded the weights and started taking off my shoes. There is this guy again, acting all shady- side eyeing me while I lay with my back extended on the couch.

What the fuck is wrong, bro?

I really wish it was a heartbroken goth girl. I know she can fix me.