I don't know if I belong here. I feel like Montreal has nothing for an anglo like me. I spend time with my parents, a friend and sometimes a neighbour of my parent's. I'm very lonely, I wish I had a girlfriend or at least could go on more dates with women and I do appreciate what is here as far as concerts and festivals are concerned, but I miss everyone that I went to university with. My friend circle was huge while I was in university and now I just am a lonely loser who works from home and self-isolates. It's been a long time since I've hung out with anyone apart from the people mentioned above and I feel like my life is going nowhere quickly. What makes matters worse is that I can't move back to my home city as it's too small, can't move to my favourite city as it's in a different country and I can't move because I'm tied to a mortgage. And even if I did move, I'd be leaving the people I mentioned and be completely isolated and alone. I'm doomed.