I want you to feel known, desired and cherished, to realize someone cares for you even when I find out how much life has broken you down.... for us to know each other's deepest desires and try to meet each other's needs... that's what I want. I need to feel my heart racing at just the thought of you, to long for your touch... To know someone cares for me and desires to be with me and know all of me in the same way I want to know you. I crave the connection that makes both of us feel alive again.

This is my story... I've been married for a very long time and my wife and I are friends and roommates but we have long lost any semblance of being lovers and soulmates. She experienced abuse in the past that has made her despise sexual intimacy, and most touching and even kissing. I stay because I have young children but I long for so much more in my life.

If you're thinking I'm just some jerk, I understand and in many ways I feel that way. But I'm hoping there may be one woman out there who is compassionate enough to look past that and see that under the surface I am a man who feels deeply and has so much love to give... I am loyal, loving and understanding, and I want to meet all of your emotional needs as best as I can... I want to make you happy.

I am looking for a woman who needs to be cherished and loved, who desires intimacy both emotional and physical. Age and body type don't matter. (I do like BBW's though.) I prefer a non smoker if possible. Mostly I just want someone who is caring and understanding about my situation. Ideally you would be located near Billings. My best availability is certain weekday mornings, although I can contact you sporadically most of the time. I probably won't be able to meet in person until after school starts but I would love to start getting to know you now.

I'm tall with brown hair and deep blue eyes. I have all my teeth and while I have just a hint of a "dad body" I'm not bad looking... I do look quite a bit younger... Most people think I'm in my early 30's..

If I haven't scared you off, please message me... Put "Live life to the fullest" in the subject line so I know you are real. I hope to hear from you very soon! My arms are waiting to hold you... I'm waiting!