Hi. I am writing this because I don’t know how else to talk to. So, 4 months ago I met this girl that is in an open relationship with another girl and im talking to her ever since. I came into this for the fun and excitement she brings me, but now I feel so much more deeply for her. it’s becoming really confusing. We basically do everything you would do in a relationship, so it’s not just sexual, it involves so much more than that. To be completely honest I think she likes me too in a way, but i don’t think she would breakup with her girlfriend for me. And I don’t know if I can do a open relationship . I’m scared if I ever tell her the truth she would walk away, or maybe im also afraid to hear that the feels nothing for me. Sometimes I wonder if this could possible bad in a sense that I’m distracted from finding someone emotionally available for me?