I'm starting to be affected physically by how touch starved and ngl lonely I am. I've been single for awhile and all the while doing my best to hopefully meet somebody but I don't have anything to show for it yet.

Most of the time I can manage to keep my mind occupied and not worrying about that whole situation but now I can feel it physically. I can feel my hands begging to be held, I can feel my torso dying to be embraced by strong soft caring arms, my head is starving of the sensation of being rubbed and fingers through my hair.

My body itself is screaming for the tender love and care only a mommy can give it and I don't know what to do to silence it. I can handle my thoughts but what are you supposed to do when your own body is feeling it now and screaming at you to do something?