Hello, I hope everyone reading this have lovely day <3.

So my problem is, that I really really wish to be taken care of by someone. I feel like I'm friendly, respectful, kind, cute and funny so those should be good traits right? There's one thing though and it's that I'm physically disabled and not much independent. Like I can take care of more basic stuff, like eating by myself, I have online job, I create digital art etc., but there's just lots and lots of things that I can't do by myself. Though maybe also some people think that I look different? I don't know, I would say I'm quite cute, and can be attractive to some people.

I had few chats in the recent months, but those people either ghosted me, didn't like me being disabled and said that it won't work for them (that's okay though, especially when they tell me instead of ghosting). Like I understand that finding someone online is tough, but I feel like no matter how hard I try, no one seems to stay :/.

I'm sorry if this post sound extra sad. I really try to stay positive most of the time, but right now I felt like venting.